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twenty-one things i want to do (apparently)

1 get a tatoo

2 land a 360

3 learn how to longboard

4 learn how to skateboard

5 influence someone who i look up to

6 make a batch of cookies that are amazing, but make 36 out of the batch

7 go wakeboarding

8 go to australia

9 throw a maddd party

10 climb the tallest tree in a forest without help and without looking down

11 get over my fear of heights

12 have maddd sewing skills
(knitting can count?
but i do have really good sewing skillz too)

13 write a song

14 become hella good at the guitar

15 become ambidextrous
(i'm getting betta!)

16 get maddd drunk in a hot tub

17 work at magic hill one last time
(written november 2006)

18 see him again

19 become more out-going

20 confide

21 have someone i really like


life has been weird lately
hopefully things will clear up
with life in general

things could get worse
i guess
but it's hard when there's only a few people you still talk to

whatevs, that's the way the world can work sometime
i miss you, and you know it
but you do nothing to show you care still

i can deal, whatevs

well it turns out i'm pretty much a dumbie when it comes ot being on the computer lots
i haven't updated in so long
i guess that's a good thing
i don't really update in long times anyway
that makes no sense
anyways so i thought i'd just post that motha up seeing as i don't want to add it to my facebook notes
that's how dumb i am
i still love life
jam
beau
kyle
snowboarding
movies
MUSIC
jasmine
faj
maj
raj
grams
okay nana...
and everything else
that's not a list in order
but jam can be on the top
she deserves it
she's a little pookie poo
i love that girl
♥
étiennette

so my life is purt crazy at the moment but so great at the same time.
hung out with the boys at lunch and talked like mother to them. sorry for embarassing jimjams. sorry again.
hung out with the girls last night and had a killer time driving around and fuck! jan and beau: i love you guys and you are my loves. you are what i wake up in the morning for. i love you more than life can ever tell.
worked today and it was boring. var boring. came home and chilled.
tonight i just wanted to just stay home and chill i didn't want to go out unless i needed to.
i broke down and went to erics and we talked.
that's all for now though.
i love you, and your now def hugging abilities.
♥
dax
the end
p.s come home

( i love gabrielle )

"steph your nose is big"
"thanks rob"
"never grow your hair long again.."
so bryan wasn't there last night and todd keys took his spot.... oh man. that's all i got to say.
my knitting is tres far now :)

I SAW TYER LYPECHZSKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥

( jacob you're def emo )

last night consisted of a lot of..
"go to sleep"
"i'm not tired. i told you that i got my second wind."
"do you want me to go home?"
"no, that's fine."
"okay."
and then it hit about 4. ha ha! oh man last night was the shizzz!
hayride and trek got shut down for SNOWING reasons
daryel and jordan hugged me big time
i just lied
danced like a looon avec jan and beau... p.s. i love you
wore make-up out of my relm... ha ha
pussy pussy pussy marijuana!!
jumped up and down A LOT
k-tizzle, as-hizzle and caro-lizzle were fucked and i could tell this time
steph was monster hot
jacob i'm sorry you're emo
got asked out about a few times
they were sooo effed
he kissed me on the forehead as to not get my make-up ruined... ♥
told me he might not come to the end party if he doesn't "feel like it"
t dot is retarded but i love her and took her down again
got fucked
the door broke
IT FUCKING SNOWED
i was cold
not for long
i got excited because i thought kyle was at my house. but it was just kyle.
bryan finally won poker... as much as you say you win you really don't.
watched sin city
got monster hugged by jer, jay, bry and pete.
kyle checked out my back dimples and said they were hot... no comment.
sin city stopped and seven was on the tv.
yeah. that's about my night last night.
oh yeah and jules was supposed to give me scott's vits on friday but i totally forgot i would not be home. i just kept thinking about him.
but whatevs
the other is adoreable and got really distracted. ♥
  & he's not coming back anyways.
drowning in my sleep i'm drowning in my sleep
♥ ...dax
the end.

( don't run away with her now... )

oh my. so mr. palmer will be the death of quizes to me and i decided to put both of them here so skip it if you want a life...
1. I'll respond with a sexual reference.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavour of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll suggest a meaningful fashion tip.

i also figured out something REALLY weird that i'll post lates but i think no one will get it except for my love jan. anyways... lates dax out xoxo the end.

( there's quite more where that came from )

so yeah the story is purt much at a lull. hmm what has been happening. boys of my friends are being swapped about like barbie dolls by my friends but it's all good because everyone seems to be happy. i won an award today and i don't know how in the name of president nixon's plaid knickers i got it. and jan and beau got some too. i thought i'd do this quiz thinger that palmer did because it seemed like a good time waster. too bad he's going on saturday. i saw terry today!!! i was so excited. he's matured a bit... which is real good. and matt remembered who i was and he's quite nice looking... AND he rock climbs! ha ha. yeah i've joined the rock climbing team avec broo. it's all good. he beat me today though. it was pure fluke, i'll hand it to him though. corny was baylein' me, and i sucka ata baylein'a. yeah. so i figured i'd best tell him that i'm sheer desperadoes when he is not near and i plan to do that in the next day or two. all well turn out well i can feel it. <3 i'm nervous... the end.

( tanks palms )

so my life is just about tip top. lots of news since last rendez-vous with the live-journal and i just am not tired one bit. at all at all. i keep listening to milo and i think i'm pretty much addicted. that's right. there are cool. an x ray kind of liv... (that by the way is the "title" of the song) i don't know how people do it these days!

rant 

how are people still thinking of song names?! it makes no sense. no sense at all. they just are a bunch of random words or radom letters put together that pretty much never many sense what-so-ever but then again at the same time i pretty much love it to death.♥ pretty much.

hmm where do i start. so this week was pretty damn hillarious. situation #1: no hug.

"i swear i hate him, i mean i NEVER EVER talk to him anymore and he doesn't even make the effort to talk to me"

"you don't hate him it's just your head"

"no i really hate him. i just don't like him. oh well ar least i have scott. he's my love for sure. there's no way that he's going to let me down *puts up scott poster in locker*... oh hello." *no hug shows up at just the right time to ask whati might be up to*

gah it's ridiculous! PURE ridiculous! i'm going to freaking go insane. it's not fair in anyway. god is dumb and has no life. he's doing it on purpose. stupid stupid-ness on a stupid dumb platter. sometimes i don't know just sometimes. so yeah spencer shared some extremely hard candy avec us which was cool because i haven't chatted with him since who knows when, probably summer school. oh well alls well that ends well. err... well ish.

today was pure amazing-ness and fun for the whole family.this morning rugby where we pretty much did nothing and havers slacked for us. math class was chill but mike and err.. mike didn't know what to do so i had to explain to both of them including frenchie mcfrenchster x2. har har never will get old my friend NEVER get old. pure genious-osity. wow i just remembered. rob is at bryan's for the night, that means i have no means of time. he's out to see zee white stripes which is var cool. sweet move. gym class i felt real bad because we were playing a game with the grade 11s and poor kyle got pummled with the ball like no tomorrow. it was quite funny at first (to him also) and then it just got really extremely out of hand and i feel horrible that i let it go. bum i'm sucha dick face. terry fox run was thE best puddle jumping ever known to man. alicia held my film as i jumped and we brisk walked a whole lot. i decided that this one puddle must be jumped in and then later as i was up to my knees in the puddle that i had totally underestimated the size of the puddle. i also got mr. childs quite wet. i love you. btw dustin your hair i miss so var var much. steve and richard and graham poo job my friends. world religions was effing right. ALEX TOLD SUBWAY STORIES THE WHOLE PERIOD. NO FREAKING JOKE. i almost had a brain anerism and heart attack and bladder explosion about 6 times. he just kept going and going and going. i love you broulotte. and mr. cavello wants his thong back, he said that he left it next to the night table. he said it's next to your subway uniform. har har i love it. pure geniousosity. if you think that a kiss is on the lips * white stripes. after school bus times was chill. oh my i had a blast tonight girls. times about 37297439327 billion and to the power of 270382103. playing with the chalkboard, the juice, the science talk, the pizza and cake and ALL the fudge. ALL THE FUDGE.

"okay i want water"

"hey steph you should stop, let him finish whats in his mouth"

"it's all good"

"i'd never let you pump my gas" *water out of nose and attack onto my shirt, i spill rest of water in destraction*

"aww now i need paper towel..."